[It only takes a couple futile wipes before she just crosses her whole arm over her her eyes, trying at least not to bawl all over his stuffed animals. But god, it’s like she never cried at all tonight. There’s not much catharsis this round, feeling somewhat touched but mostly downright rotten.
[Why? Why her? She’s been nothing but terrible to all of them. Yelled at them, ignored them, called them names behind their back; all pushing and pushing before they could even think to reach out. Even back then, she only let them in so much. And here, she shut herself off to Sunny like her life depended on it.
[Sunny, who’s letting her keep a hand twined in his, like it’s not shaking with the effort to not squeeze shut and crush him. Sunny, who’s been losing his memory, just needed someone by his side, and missed her so much…
[It’s not about her. Aubrey is a sobbing, sorry idiot. She doesn’t fucking deserve it.]
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[She starts crying again.
[It only takes a couple futile wipes before she just crosses her whole arm over her her eyes, trying at least not to bawl all over his stuffed animals. But god, it’s like she never cried at all tonight. There’s not much catharsis this round, feeling somewhat touched but mostly downright rotten.
[Why? Why her? She’s been nothing but terrible to all of them. Yelled at them, ignored them, called them names behind their back; all pushing and pushing before they could even think to reach out. Even back then, she only let them in so much. And here, she shut herself off to Sunny like her life depended on it.
[Sunny, who’s letting her keep a hand twined in his, like it’s not shaking with the effort to not squeeze shut and crush him. Sunny, who’s been losing his memory, just needed someone by his side, and missed her so much…
[It’s not about her. Aubrey is a sobbing, sorry idiot. She doesn’t fucking deserve it.]