Is more aware than he lets on. Happiness taken away, sadness a constant presence - an injustice with emotions. There's experience behind those words, obvious and apparent. Asking him why he feels that way is pointless.
Akechi takes a minute - ponders the text under his fingers.]
Those who wrote those pieces likely felt the same. They wanted someone to resonate with it. I wonder who among this town would resonate with something you created.
[Sunny's embarrassed - that's entertaining. He digs his heels into the topic.]
I've heard creative types are rarely happy with their own work. Of course, you're not obligated to do anything, but imagine if John Clare felt that way and never published a single item.
It's a matter of perspective, is all. Bad to one is good to another. Happiness to one is sadness to another.
[He's misunderstanding. Sunny doesn't want to believe that there's anyone else in the world who would read his thoughts and relate. It's too terrible. He might deserve it, but other people don't.]
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for what u said
at first
i think that happiness
can all be taken away
but i don't think
sadness can
[As for Akechi's question...]
i don't think
i chase sadness
but maybe
[Maybe...]
when i hear
or read
something sad
it feels like someone
understands
[And he doesn't feel so alone.]
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Is more aware than he lets on. Happiness taken away, sadness a constant presence - an injustice with emotions. There's experience behind those words, obvious and apparent. Asking him why he feels that way is pointless.
Akechi takes a minute - ponders the text under his fingers.]
Those who wrote those pieces likely felt the same. They wanted someone to resonate with it. I wonder who among this town would resonate with something you created.
Perhaps you should try it sometime.
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i do write poems
but im bad at them
[He's not.]
couldnt show
anyone
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I've heard creative types are rarely happy with their own work. Of course, you're not obligated to do anything, but imagine if John Clare felt that way and never published a single item.
It's a matter of perspective, is all. Bad to one is good to another. Happiness to one is sadness to another.
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[Sunny's quiet for a long moment. He considers not saying it, but...does.]
i dont want
anyone
to feel the way
i do
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It's a matter of what you're willing to share to connect to another human being and have them connect to you.
Again, it's just a point to consider. The decision lies with you and you should do as you wish.
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maybe
one day
[He's no good at connecting with people either.]
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Something else. A nerve hit, maybe. Something to note.]
This was quite the heavy topic. Why don't we call it a day?
Though I would love to speak to you again about philosophy sometime. Talking to someone interested in it was enjoyable.
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ok
we can
i liked it too
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Thank you for indulging me today. It's been some time since I've been able to enjoy an outing like this with someone.
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[He can't quite smile; his expression is, in fact, relatively blank, but...he's appreciative underneath it.
[He...stands up from the table, unsure of how to exit.]
thats ok
i liked it too
so i will
c u later
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Goodbye, Sunny.